Sweet dreams

It's ok. Now I know. I didn't realize it before or maybe I just wanted to be blind, but the truth is that, indeed, I did put pression on you. Putting so much pressure on me you got hurt. People around me got hurt. The fact is, the mistake was that I trusted you. Not that you actually did something to disappoint me. You were gentle. You care. You are a good person. That is why I realize right now that putting my trust in you was a way too big bargain even for a decent man like you. There are too many bad things that happened, too many so-called daddy issues that made me this way. The girl that gives everything, the girl that saves the day and at the end of the day she still blames herself even for things that were out of her control. You see, to even try to understand me would be a way too demanding job. Even for a decent men. There is nothing sweet about me. I am no hero, no exceptional girl. It's just that when I was five and I started kindergarden my dad said that anythi

We are human beings. We have drawbacks; we fight and we scream at each other at the top of our lungs. We fall in love hard and we hurt each other harder in our way to fulfilling our desires. O, desire, what a sweet disaster, what fools we are to always believe that it can be possible! Our love is so pure as if we were children but in the end we get upset with no real reason. Just like children do. If thinking about holding hands with you will get me through the night, why should I censore my mind? We could be together as much as my heart can take it. And how much our hearts can take!   We are brutal, innocent, we have daring hearts and strong minds. We throw stones at each other just because we think it's the right thing to do but a simple "sorry" will clean everything. In the end I will still take a bullet for you with no hesitation. We are infinite, we are the sky, the stars and the sea. I don't mind if you ignore me. I don't really care how many other lips y