Sweet dreams

Everytime somebody asks me : why did you come to Denmark? I blush and I just say: it's a long story. The truth is there are indeed a lot of things to discuss about me coming to Dk , but to cut the long story short, the reason why this question makes me feel embarressed is that I, a reasonable smart girl, moved to freaking Scandinavia because I fell in love.   So 20 years old me quited law school and flew(for the first time!) to Greater Copenhagen. I wanted to study. I asked Denmark : dearie, can I study here? and a very friendly Denmark said :"but of course. Not only you can study, but it will not be that expensive for you, 'cause we have this rule that basically says that people coming from poor countries within Europe to study get a loooooot of tax free. " wooow, Denmark, are you for real?? What kind of sorcery is this???". "Yes, dearie, but be careful, every magic comes with a cost,  when a year will pass, my wicked daughter - Skat - will come  and she w...

The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack of will. Vince Lombardi   I have seen - all of us have - so many people with such a great desire to succeed, struggling so hard to achieve their goal. The trully beautiful thing about these people is that the longer it takes to get there, the greater their will gets. And even though it may take them ages, they will get there eventually. And once they are there, it doesn't really matter that people like me have already been there for a long time.   I don't consider myself a successful person. I was raised to aspire to  great things; I was given the education and I was born with the intelligence to do these  great things. And yet I am making sushi for a living. Maybe for others this means success. For me it doesn't. But I do consider myself that kind of person that can do everything, be one of the best at everything and in quite a short time. U...

It's ok. Now I know. I didn't realize it before or maybe I just wanted to be blind, but the truth is that, indeed, I did put pression on you. Putting so much pressure on me you got hurt. People around me got hurt. The fact is, the mistake was that I trusted you. Not that you actually did something to disappoint me. You were gentle. You care. You are a good person. That is why I realize right now that putting my trust in you was a way too big bargain even for a decent man like you. There are too many bad things that happened, too many so-called daddy issues that made me this way. The girl that gives everything, the girl that saves the day and at the end of the day she still blames herself even for things that were out of her control. You see, to even try to understand me would be a way too demanding job. Even for a decent men. There is nothing sweet about me. I am no hero, no exceptional girl. It's just that when I was five and I started kindergarden my dad said that anythi...

We are human beings. We have drawbacks; we fight and we scream at each other at the top of our lungs. We fall in love hard and we hurt each other harder in our way to fulfilling our desires. O, desire, what a sweet disaster, what fools we are to always believe that it can be possible! Our love is so pure as if we were children but in the end we get upset with no real reason. Just like children do. If thinking about holding hands with you will get me through the night, why should I censore my mind? We could be together as much as my heart can take it. And how much our hearts can take!   We are brutal, innocent, we have daring hearts and strong minds. We throw stones at each other just because we think it's the right thing to do but a simple "sorry" will clean everything. In the end I will still take a bullet for you with no hesitation. We are infinite, we are the sky, the stars and the sea. I don't mind if you ignore me. I don't really care how many other lips y...